May 17, 2009
Ctrl alt del
I'm thinking of deleting.
Will most probably do that in several days.
9:27 PM
October 28, 2008
Oh, the fuss...
that I had to go through to retrieve my password for this blog. Zzzness.
I'm here for the same business; click.
10:18 PM
March 11, 2008
There's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye
http://www.uber.com/eniale
This is really why this blog is stagnant and "abandoned". Goodbye, Blogspot.
*sobs
Gah as if I'm really sad (about this). Zzz.
Labels: BS
4:12 PM
February 05, 2008
It's easy to play safe but I'm taking the plunge this time
"Follow your heart"
"I'll wait for you"
"I love you"
It's funny. After all that's happened, I only choose to absorb the advice of someone who I've stopped speaking to at this time.
The bizarre ways of life... is starting to get on my nerves. Sheesh.
Labels: BS
3:43 AM
February 04, 2008
I guess... you're the one who will save me from myself
He told me
He'd wait here patiently but
I wonder if he's kidding
Well maybe he could be serious now
Maybe not
Maybe not
Because
Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show
Feelings Show - Colbie Caillat
When I was younger (and much more naive), I had a belief. I thought that when a couple breaks up, things will never be the same again if they patched things up. Well, if you were in my shoes and witnessed enough teenage drama during the secondary school days, you would probably come up with a similar conclusion. Gladly, my experiences corrected me.
One's (love) life doesn't have to be a spoof of The Hills or Gossip Girls.
But, I guess it can't be helped sometimes. The drama, I mean.
I'm feeling random.
*sighs
@ Bar Club
@ Restaurant Yuen
@ PD
@ No. XX, Jalan USJ XX/XX wtf
With all these memories, what's there not to miss? :(
4:09 AM
January 25, 2008
Though we have not hit the ground, doesn't mean that we're not still falling
I think I've found my newest favorite emo song. Lol.
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here, not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
They're trying to come back, all my senses pushed
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
I'm gon' run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here, not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see
Feels like I can relate to it. And I've got no one to talk about my problems with... Okay, to put it truthfully, I just don't want to talk about it. I don't want help. I don't need help. At all. I just want to go with the flow. I want to be how I've always been; carefree. Sadly, it doesn't bring me much benefits. Lol.
It's 2 in the morning and I shall go wash my hair now. Ta.
Labels: BS
2:12 AM
January 24, 2008
Stand up and take notice, only to find a false alarm
Yes, I know that I've abandoned this blog for approximately a month. Okay, more than a month. Well, just slightly. I guess that's long enough for me to forget my username and password. Wtf. Fortunately for me, I've managed to recover them in less than 15 minutes. I think?
And yesssss, it's confirmed; I am going to Melbourne this coming February 8. So, I've finally got what I've wanted... However, I'm beginning to experience a change of heart. You know how it is. When you're unable to acquire something, it becomes your goal. But once you've managed to possess it, you begin to doubt if it's really what you want...
Wtf.
I need someone to do me a favor and splash a pail of cold water right at my face. Wtf am I going on about? I have the opportunity to go to Melbourne and here I am, complaining about it. Zzz.
Still, this doesn't quite change how I'm feeling inside.
*sighs audibly
God, if you exist and if you
Ahh, fuggit. I think I know what I need; Texas Hold'em Poker. Wtf.
Ta.
Labels: BS
2:21 AM